went to Kak Lin's house today . the whole time there , we keep playing with each others touchscreen phone . haha . like jakon like tht horr ? LOL . and Rad plated my hair !
whoa . been soooooo long since i last plated my hair siaa . (:
idk y , suddenly my mind reminisced every single sweet moments i had with him together for the past years . i miss everythg tht we had . i miss having someone having to call and ask abt my whereabts n wellbeings . i miss his hugs and kisses . i miss those long late-night calls . i miss those smiles tht make my day . i miss the laughters and craps we made . i miss having someone wishing me luck the night of the exams . i miss someone having to call me whenever he's bored . most of all , i miss him . i really do . But im sorry , i hafta move on . i can't go on living in a world of heartbreaks anymore . no , i can't .
i just hope he's okay too . one thing for sure , i still love him & i still promise forever . time will tell . insya'allah . (:
I'VE GOT MY LINE AND MY PINK LG COOKIE PHONE !! been playing arnd with my new phone the whole day . im such a happy girl lah ! (((:
i've texted everyone (except for him) my new number . anyone who haven't get yet or have changed ur no , do pm me or leave ur whtevr-it-is at my tagboard aytes ?
the interview today was great . & the best part was , i got the job ! & i got to know tht the shop's name is Daniel Yam , which is singapore's fashion designer ! ever heard of him before ? and the pay was more than expected ! (:
aft tht , went to meet Mummy and Kirin . went window shopping at ION . went window-shopping . then we spot this cute shoe .
cool and cute ryte ?
then went to Starhub shop . wanted to get my line and the phone . but too bad , i gorfot to bring my ezlink . like fcuk ryte ?!! so fucked up sia . aft tht , no mood to windowshop aldy , then went to northpoint to eat .
waiting for the train , we spot this one girl carrying the same Reebok bag as Kirin . haha ! then she quickly ask me to take the pic from the back . LOL
hahahahaha !!! gi suruh your boyf belikn bag br arhs ! LMAO !
then went to eat KFC at Northpoint . Bought a new fake eyelashes too . tht's for work . hehe . aft tht , Mummy went home . so left with me and Kirin alone . then still got time , went to wlds cc to visit my PSD girls . also bcos Kirin wanna see me dance . (:
it was such a touching scene . everyone hugged me the moment i opened the door . so touching nk mampos ! i love my PSD girls sooooo much !! danced bck with them . nxt week , can join them officially aldy . cos nxt week Os finish !! can't wait !!
Dearest diary, physics & geog paper sucks a lil' today . nt much confidence . but its over pon . haish .
went to lib with E'zzati just nw . bought straits time & look for job . called a ladies fashion wear company , and they told me to come for an interview tmw . hopefully i get the job . insya'allah .
still looking forward to the new phone . hopefully i'll get them tmw . (:
today is a boringg day ! bored giler nk mampos y'knw ! oh well , at least i've got something to tell today . (:
first , all the pics on last sat & sun are ready ! go here for birthday + halloween pics . go here for bowling pics .
second , im going to get a lineeeeee nxt week !! haha ! okay . mummy's gonna get me one . and yknw wht ?
im going to get tht fone !!!!!!! wee !!!~ LG KP 5OO ! HOTPINK somemore ! can't waaaaaaaaaait !!!
but i've made up my mind . im nt gonna tell him abt this . i wanna go on living without him for awhile . i wanna learn how to accept . so if you want my new number , do ask me yourself aites ?
im a bored-but-happy girl today ! (:
Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
